Free Write #1

For awhile now, I've been feeling alone. I feel like everybody back home has forgotten about me, didn't care about me, and have moved on with their lives without me. I never told anybody because I felt like it wasn't important enough to mention. I asked God why I felt that way, but he didn't answer right then there and just haven't thought about it since then. Well, a few nights ago, I had a dream and I was in church and I wasn't completely ready. My grandma, the pastor of the church told me to finished getting ready, and she will not start service until I was ready. I told her "no". "Start service now because I'm holding everybody else up. Surprisingly. they all said no, they will wait on me and I was at a lost for words. I found the people that cared about me most were at church. They were my family. I was so busy being worried about the friends that didn't miss me, that I forgot about the amazing family I had that supported me all through my life. When I woke up, I understood God answered me. He didn't do it as I expected, or when I expected, but he answered and that's all that matters